Discography | The Early Years

  1. Whatever I Want (Demo)
  2. When The Morning Comes (Demo)
  3. Say Good Bye (Demo)
  4. Looking Back (Demo)
  5. All Over Again (Demo)
  6. Honestly (Demo lyric) (Demo)
  7. Lovin' Like 90 (Demo)
  8. One Step At A Time (Demo)
  9. Staying Away (Demo)
  10. Last Time (Demo)
  11. One Of The Wounded (Demo)
  12. Right Time (Demo)
  13. You're The One (Demo)
  14. Out Of Love (Demo)
  15. I Can Hear Them Now (Demo/Bonus track)
  16. End Of Time (Bonus track)
European version

Frontiers Records
FR CD 152

Release Date: May 26, 2003

Total Running Time: 59:26

  1. Whatever I Want (Demo)
  2. When The Morning Comes (Demo)
  3. Say Good Bye (Demo)
  4. Looking Back (Demo)
  5. All Over Again (Demo)
  6. Honestly (Demo lyric) (Demo)
  7. Lovin' Like 90 (Demo)
  8. One Step At A Time (Demo)
  9. Staying Away (Demo)
  10. Last Time (Demo)
  11. One Of The Wounded (Demo)
  12. Right Time (Demo)
  13. You're The One (Demo)
  14. Out Of Love (Demo)
  15. Lost In Yesterday (Demo/Bonus track)
Japanese version

Marquee Inc. / Avalon

Release Date: April 23rd, 2003

Total Running Time: 55:49

Comment: Japanese and European versions have different bonus tracks. See tracklist for more... BullsEye will release this album sometimes in 2004 in Canada.

The Early Years | Album Credits

  • Harry Hess Lead vocals
  • Pete Lesperance Guitars / Vocals
  • Mike Gionet Bass / Vocals
  • Darren Smith Drums / Vocals
  • All songs written by four severely confused metal doltz.
  • All songs recorded at Cabin Fever

The Early Years | Lyrics

End Of Time  (Bonus track)
(Hess / Lesperance)

You're the light shining on me
You've taken the darkness away
Now sun never leaves
And time marches on
To some other place
And left a hole in my heart
That'll never be replaced

It seems like everything I do
Will be reminding me of you

'Til the end of time
There was only you and me
You changed my life
Hold on to what we believe
That our love was meant to be
'Til the end of time
Every moment alone
I find it hard to breathe
Now time is the thorn inside of me
That won't ever leave

Now no matter what I do
Everything will remind me of you

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Whatever I Want  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

It's a complicated story
I'm not sure I understand
About a hole in my mirror where I used to stand
I spent years as a killer
Of my dreams and desires
All my words that had fallen
Now take everyone by surprise

Tired of being the only one who never takes

Whatever I want what ever I need
I'm gonna try to fill the hunger
When I crawl on my knees
I'll never ride the wings of thunder

Don't know where I got the notion
That I had a life
But now the wheels are in motion
And I'm never gonna think twice
Well I think I hear it calling
I better run I better hide
All for a sticky situation
I'll need a miracle to get out alive

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When The Morning Comes  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

When I wake up in the morning
I can't recall the night before
Did I say I love you when I didn't even know your name cause I
Woke up laying flat on the floor

thought I was acting pretty stable
But I know that ain't a fact
I got my cards out on the table
And there's no turning back

Until the morning comes
It's time to face the music
When the morning comes
It's time to face the music

Don't know if there's a need to apologize
Or why I've got my back against the wall
And it looks like I'm losing all control
And it doesn't really matter any more

Don't know if I'm able
Am I on the chosen path
Or am I living in a fable
Is there no turning back

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Say Good Bye  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

I'll walk along if it makes you feel alright
You've been trying to get to something that you're holding down
Deep inside
You say you want a new start on your life
That you love me but you've gone a stray
So you hope that I'll be alright

I don't care why you're leaving
It still hurts me all the same
Cause darling I still need you
To get me through the day

Say goodbye the the love
And the good times that we shared
Now the memories are all I have
And it makes me feel so sad

I never thought that I'd hear these words from you
But the one thing I keep saying girl
Is what am I supposed to do

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Looking Back  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

Well I remember all the nights you came to me
You said you wanted more from life
Wanted anything more then me

Would you believe I was happy at the time
Thoughts of you still wonder in my mind

Every time we said goodbye
It took another tear from my eye
Looking back I'm not the lucky one

Now your face is just a haunting memory
And I wander if as time goes on
If you ever think of me

All the time my heart was aching
You walked into the room
Just at the time I thought I'd give in
I found someone new

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All Over Again  (Demo)

Well, it was something that took me by surprise
Just when I tried to re-arrange my life
Well then I find out the things that I didn't really want to know
(No, it's not easy, you know it ain't easy)
Trying to get ahead in the world
All of a sudden it came over me and now I finally know

Even the hard times are good times
But I'd do it all over again
Even when I can't see what I've left behind me
I'd do it all over, do it all over again

Noticing now, there's some new things in my life
I try to turn them around, but it's too late to change my mind
(No, it's not easy, you know it ain't easy)
Trying to get ahead in the world
All of sudden it came over me and now I finally know


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Honestly (Demo lyric)  (Demo)

I could never believe it
But I think you read my mind
The emptiness has finally arrived
I stand before you accused of many crimes
If you wanna know my reasons look inside

How was I to know right from wrong
Words were hardly spoken
So where did I go wrong

Tell me honestly
If you're still living me
Looking into my eyes

Words have more meaning
If there said at certain times
The love is in I've finally arrived
I will be going I'll be back for you some time
If everything will work out you'll be mine

Will I be lost forever
Or some day I may find
A world that I've been searching for
Or just some piece of mind

All the nights I sit and wonder
There must be more to life I'm sure that
Day and years go by while I am
Waiting for this lonely feeling

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Lovin' Like 90  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

Well I'm through with my messing around on you
I'm telling the truth
You've heard my lies for a long long time
But I couldn't keep fooling you

Some people see what they want me to be
And it's time that I should let it show
So if you're thinking you still want me
Well I'm just about ready to blow

I'm loving like ninety
I need another ten to give you all of my love
I'm loving like ninety
I need another ten to give you all of my love

So come on and give me chance
I will prove it might worth it to you
It seems a shame just to throw it away
All the years and shit that we've been through

Time faded memories
All clouding up behind my eyes
I wait
The days go by
Don't hear from you
I nearly died

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One Step At A Time  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

I'm holding on to the best thing that I ever heard
Remembering those moments when I felt so sad
I would cry in the night time
All alone in desperate fear
It just a longing that I have
For you to be near

Just keep in mind
I can't live without your love
If you would be so kind
To keep me around

Now I'm living my life just the way you want me
Not to be unkind
But I'm taking your love one step at a time

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Staying Away  (Demo)

Well I've been abused I'm alone
I've seen hell like you've never known
You know I'm living in fear
Of falling into love

Your thinking days it's been years
That's how long I've been crying these tears but no more

All the many nights I wanted
You to be with me
Now all I remember is that you said you'd never leave

I've opened my eyes I'm ready to see
Everything that's ahead of me
You know I'm staying away from this feeling you call love

I'm confused I don't know where can I turn or where can I go
You know I'm trying to keep myself from losing you

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Last Time  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

If you could see me the way that I see you
I think you'd be in love with me
Well it's something that I can't explain
But I feel it when you're close to me

No one has ever made me feel in this kind of way
There's not a thing I'd change about you babe

Cause it's the last time I'm begging you
So tell me what you want to do
It just feels like I love you
Well I guess I'm begging for you

Can't tell me how to feel
Cause it's not right you know
Baby tell me why it's such a crime
If I know nothing
Tell me what there is to know
I can't stop wasting all my time

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One Of The Wounded  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

I was lost in the heat of the moment
There I was in your eyes
Looking out at the love your wretched heart put out

Between the two uf us
I think that we could heve seen the world in a night
The passion here
Ran faster then I could get away to hide

No I'm down on my knees
I just want you to see
I'm all that you need
One of the wounded

Well tonight I will see
If this love could come so easily
I would wait through my life
To see if this would work out right

You know that some of the times we had were good
And the bad just fade out of sight
And all the memories inside me now
I will always have to fight

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Right Time  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

Baby you were the world to me
We lived our life in innocence
But now it's only me
I tried to hard to tell you
All the feelings way inside
But a lesser heart has drove me to
A fear now in my mind

Is our love like the ones before
You'll just stay and show me how
This one's forever more

Is it not the right time
To call you on the phone
I just want you here with me
And not to be alone
Is it not the right ime
To say I'm over you
I know that you're there for me
And I'll be there for you

Maybe the world is here for me
But baby I know I'm alone and it wasn't ment to be

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You're The One  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

Do you want to talk to me
Is there something on your mind
Would you like to stay with me
It wouldn't hurt if we spent some time

Is this love
I can't find the reason
Why you wanted to love me
There's a space inside my heart
Where the both of us should be

You're the one
I would wait for
The kind of girl I've been dreaming of
But I just can't take this loneliness no more

Something's coming over me
I could feel it all the time
One thing that still remains
Is that I want you all the time

When I look into your eyes
I can't be sure if it's you
Is it you

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Out Of Love  (Demo)
(Harem Scarem)

Everyday it's the same old thing
I never thought it could get me down
I'm in search of the perfect world
And I'll be searching until it's found

I get the feeling I'll be awhile
The roads to nowhere lead to mornings
where I don't know where I'll be

Out Of Love out of danger
So now anyway you want
I guess that's how it'll be
Finding love is a stranger
So now anyway you want it
It just don't matter to me

I would do almost anything
If I thought it would help me now
I just want to forget mistakes
But just wanting won't show me how

All the nights that I hold so dear
Still living in those times
Wishing this were reality
No conscience by my side

I realize my life could have been much more
I'm thinking of closing my eyes
Never to see my world alive anymore

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I Can Hear Them Now  (Demo/Bonus track)

I was just a shy boy
From the other side of town
You were sent from up above
To make me turn around

Will I need a miracle to make me look my way?
Or take the loneliness of living one more day

I need you
I feel you calling through my heart
I wait for the line to break so I can hold you in my arms

But I can't touch you
And break through to the other side
Don't even know that I'm alive

Every night I say a prayer
For those of us who care
That it's all been a bad dream
We've got years and years of time
(I can hear them now)

I was just a shy boy
(I can hear them now)
I can hear the angels crying
(I can hear them now)
As they tell the story with tears in their eyes

Don't even know that I'm alive

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Lost In Yesterday  (Demo/Bonus track)
(Harem Scarem)

Remember the hot summer nights
We never found a warmer breeze
If we're lost in time
I'm staying here and never gonna leave
I remember the look in your eyes
Is it something that I'll ever see again
We're gonna make it right
Like two lovers on the silver screen

It's been a long time coming
Time to face the truth
It's been a long time coming
Now there's nothing left to prove

Lost in yesterday
Trying to find the words I wanna say
You're a lonely girl in a lonely world
It's the same for me

Through the years I find
Nothing changed it's just another phase
Standing the test of time
Through the dawning of a graceless age
What were we hoping to find
Is it something that can never be again
Now in desperate times
There's nothing real that's why we all pretend

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